Cindy Lou Moldovan [Rain Will Forever Rain (epub)

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.Even with little experience and being only with Jordan intimately, he was the God of lovemaking, of that I was sure.That same Saturday night, I went out with Mia, Veronica and some other friends from college, so Jordan headed back to Austin.I was telling the girls about the camera and photos, but remembered that I left the camera in Jordan’s car.Sunday morning I texted Jordan about the camera, and since he was leaving for Japan that evening, I wanted to get it from him.Although it was early, I headed to Austin.I thought of spending the day with Jenna and David after leaving Jordon’s.When I arrived, I knocked on his door.I giggled as I imagined he would be surprised to see me and we could have an early romp in his bed.The door opened and I froze as the smile fell from my face.I tried to take in the scene as nausea overwhelmed me.Hanging on to the door for support, I whispered, “What are you doing here? Where is Jordan?”“Jordan is in the shower,” said Celia.I took in her appearance.She had on one of Jordan’s T-shirts; clearly there was no other clothing under it.Oh God.No.No.This can’t be true.“Should I give him a message, or will you just stand there gaping?”“No, I…I….Oh, God.” I could not find words to formulate a coherent sentence as my thoughts were racing, taking in the rumpled looks of Celia in front of me.I was such a fool.I felt so stupid.Dumb, dumb, girl.Oh, God.I turned toward the elevator when I heard Jordan.“What’s going on?” I heard him ask.I pushed the elevator button willing it to open.Thankfully, it did and I stepped inside.“What the fuck!” I heard Jordan yell as the elevator door swooshed closed.I stumbled out of the building and ran to my car hoping that Jordan would not confront me.I don’t want to see him.Ever! With tears streaming down my face, I jumped in the car and headed to Jenna’s.I didn’t even call her.I just showed up at her front door sobbing, ringing the doorbell.I fell in her arms when she opened it.Jenna could not make any sense of my blubbering and fractured sentences so I sobbed some more.She led me into the den then ran to the bedroom to get David.I immediately told them that I did not want to see nor speak with Jordan.Not now.Not ever.I finally calmed down enough to tell them why I went to Jordan’s place and what I saw.Knowing that David and Jordan were friends as well as business colleagues, I made David promise he would keep Jordan away from me if Jordan came to their home or called for information about me.David was furious with Jordan.He said he never thought Jordan would do something like that.Much to my dismay, David headed out to see Jordan.I told him I didn’t want him to go but he insisted, saying that’s what a brother should do.The rest of the day passed in a blur.I was totally devastated, wounded and embarrassed.Jenna called Mia and Veronica, who immediately drove to Jenna’s and surrounded me with love.They vowed to keep Jordan away from me since we expected he would try to see me and lie about his relationship with Celia.When David came back home from meeting with Jordan, he said I should think about talking to Jordan when I feel like getting some answers.He said it was up to Jordan to tell me what happened but I did not want to listen to lies.I was too broken.Sunday evening, Jenna said Jordan was parked in the driveway.David went out and spoke with him, but I begged them not to let Jordan come in while I was there.I don’t know how long he stayed in the driveway.I shut off my phone as well.I wanted to sever all contact from Jordan.Monday afternoon I left Jenna’s and went back to my apartment.I also got a new phone and changed my phone number.For the first time since starting college, I missed a day of class.Clinicals were important and I knew I would need to make up the hours missed on another day or on a weekend, but I could not think that far.Just one hour at a time.Mia and Veronica hung out with me in my bedroom as they helped me study for the upcoming exam and filled me in on the missed day of class.Jordan came to the apartment but they would not let him in.He finally left after sitting outside for a couple of hours.The rest of the week passed in a blur and Jordan made more attempts to contact me, but I made up my mind that he cheated on me once and he would probably do it again.I just needed time to get over him.Friday night the girls went to a study group but I stayed in my room with a made up excuse of a headache [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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