Adrienne Wilder Gray Zone 1 To Adam With Love

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.He did feel the manunder his hands, though.The sensation of his flesh tearing.The warmthof his blood flowing.The taste of death as he ate out his throat.206 Adrienne WilderChapter 22MAYBE he wouldn t want him to quit.Ean would like that.He wouldhave given everything to feel the press of Adam s body under his,without their blue jeans, so there would be nothing to separate thehardness they both had between their legs.Ean s hands twitched with the need to touch Adam there.To undothe button of Adam s Levi s and pull down the zipper.He wouldn t bewearing any underwear because Ean never wore any.God of Man, he wanted to kiss Adam.And apparently Adam wanted that, too, because one hand tangledup in Ean s braids and pulled his head forward.The space betweentheir mouths was erased.Mouths together, Ean did his damnedest toremember the commercial from the Radio Shack TV, but the sensationof Adam s body against his, the heat between his legs, and his otherhand working frantically to wiggle between them and get to the front ofhis jeans and release him made it impossible.So he did what was natural for him, what was instinct.He forcedhis tongue deep, Adam s mouth wider, and scraped the inside of hismouth while simultaneously sucking the air from his lungs.Tasting.Adam s legs did some kicking; then he relaxed, and Ean exhaled,feeding him back his scent.His flavor.When Ean broke away, he didn t have to see Adam s face to knowhe was blushing.He could feel the heat radiating from his cheeks, likethe heat of Kin.Both of Adam s hands worked to get to his Levi s, andEan pressed himself closer to keep him from getting between them.To Adam With Love 207Adam made an angry sound. I want to take off your jeans.Yeah, and Ean wanted him to do that too.He wanted to seeAdam, feel him, taste him between the legs like he d done his mouth.And yet no matter how bad that need was, Adam wasn t ready.Like Ean, he needed to wait.It was the rule of Kin they were unbornuntil they smelled like sex, and that meant they were untouchable.Because Kin did not harm what hadn t had a chance to live.To survive.Ean sighed. We can t.Adam froze for a second as though maybe he was unsure aboutwhat he d heard Ean say.Then his hands worked even harder.Withoutany warning, Ean found himself on his back.Adam had rolled himover.It was a move he d taught his best friend himself.And while partof him was impressed by his execution, the other part reminded himthat now Adam had the advantage.Ean was pretty sure the only reason his pants stayed in place wasbecause of the dark, and Adam had to rely on his sense of touch morethan his eyes.It gave Ean time to grab his wrists. Adam, stop&. No. Adam tried to yank out of his grip, but Ean held on. We can t&. You want me.I know you do.I can feel you.Yeah, and Ean could feel him too.He was hard behind his jeans. Adam&. Let me&. You re not ready.Adam stopped again. But I m yours.Yeah.Yeah, he was.Which was exactly why Ean had to wait.Adam was too important to waste.Just like Batu wouldn t mark Eanuntil he was ready because it would ruin him and he wouldn t live aslong.Links didn t live forever, so timing was everything.Too soon andEan could die centuries before his time.And because Batu cared about him, wanted to keep him, ownhim, he would never take him too soon.Because Kin protected whatthey cared about, what was important to them.208 Adrienne WilderAdam did some more pulling.Ean shoved him off and stood up.Adam stayed on the ground.Ean knew that based on the sound of hiscrying, how the grass moved against his jeans, how the leaves crackledunder the fists he made. I love you, Ean.Ean touched his chest.The pain was back, and it felt more rawand open than ever before. I know you do.But you re not ready.Adam sobbed, and Ean knelt down and petted his back.Thecrying racked Adam s body and felt like an earthquake under Ean shand.Ean licked Adam s cheek and tasted tears.On a shuddering inhale, Adam asked, When? When what?Silence.Ean could practically feel Adam s glare.It was as hot as his skin. When will I be ready, Ean.Huh? When? And who gets to decidewhen I ll be ready? You? Batu?Good question.Ean had no idea how he would know.So heasked, Who decides things Human?More silence then. What the hell does that mean? Who decides things for Humans who aren t going to belong?Queen dragons decide things for the Males.The Dominants decidethings for the Submissives.And Males who keep and own decide thingsfor those that they care about.So who decides things for Humans? I m not going to be Human, Ean.Remember? I m going to beLesser-Bred. But you re Human right now.So who decides?Adam slapped Ean s hand away and stood up.Dying high grasscrunched under his feet as Adam made his way to the hill.Ean stood upand followed. Adam? What?To Adam With Love 209 Who decides? Because maybe Ean would ask them.Maybe ifhe knew, then he could tell Adam, and he wouldn t be so angry.Maybewhoever was in charge could even teach him how to kiss.Another angry sound, then Adam yelled, No one decides, Ean.There s no one who takes care of Humans.We take care of ourselves!Ean blinked, opened his mouth to reply, and that was when theyheard the scream split the night.And even though it was ragged,brutal, and terrified, Ean knew it was Adam s mother.And that meant that Adam would too.EAN wondered if the pain in his stomach felt anything like the hungerthe Males experienced.Then he wondered if feeding would make it goaway? But he was Human, not Kin.So he didn t think that would work.God of Man, it hurt.Going to sleep seemed like the solution.It did wonders for thepain in his chest when he thought he d lost Adam, and then later whenBatu refused to keep him.Only Adam was talking to him, saying his name, begging him toopen his eyes.So he did.Even covered in blood, his lips trembling, Adam was beautiful. God, Ean&. Is he dead?Adam sobbed but nodded. Good.Don t eat him.He should rot.Another sob, and Adam pulled Ean to his chest.The movementmade the pain in Ean s stomach throb.He hissed. You shouldn t have come. That from Adam.Damn it, heactually sounded angry. But you ll die unless a Male feeds you.Adam s arms went tighter. So you came here to do what? Feedme? No, because he d wind up like Brian.It took a lot of effort, butEan got his hand to raise up so he could pet the back of Adam s head.210 Adrienne Wilder No, but another Male can.Just like another Male can make mebelong. Although that wasn t going to happen now [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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