Emma NCIS Fanfic History Revisited

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.He felt bad talking about this when Tony was so obviouslydistressed but he needed to know."He set it up."There was silence for several seconds before they all started asking questions at once.Tonycouldn't take it anymore, he just wanted to leave with Gibbs and go home.He wanted topretend like none of this had happened, that his Father hadn't sent the video and that theteam didn't have to know about Maui."Stop it!" he yelled out, "Just stop, please."Gibbs let his hand rest on the small of Tony's back as the younger man faced the team."All of it.He arranged it all so he could get some fast cash and now he's back." Tony turnedand looked at Gibbs."Can we go now please?"Gibbs nodded."Any more questions I can answer over the phone got it? Abby and McGee,there is a video that Tony's Father sent him showing all of this.I know that it'll be hard towatch but I want those men identified." He turned to Ziva, "Ziva, I want you to put a warrantout for Anthony DiNozzo, Senior and bring him in."They all nodded at him.He looked over at Ducky and saw the concern in the older man's eyesand made a note to call him.He would probably be able to find someone for Tony to talk toand he was determined that Tony would talk to someone soon."Come on," he whispered in Tony's ear "Let's go, we can deal with the rest at yourapartment."They walked back out of Abby's lab in silence with Tony still leaning on Gibbs.As they got inthe elevator Tony pulled away from Gibbs slightly."I'm sorry" he whispered."What happens now?" Tony asked quietly."Am I going to have to testify?""Hopefully not, we've got the video; they can't defend themselves with that evidence.""What if we don't find them or my Father?""We will," Gibbs said confidently.There was no way he was going to let those men get away,not now that they had the evidence to catch them and put them away.The only way theywouldn't get them was if they were already dead.Tony sighed and tried to just focus on the feel of Gibbs fingers running through his hair but itwasn't working.His mind was working over time and he kept replaying everything that hadhappened to him over and over again.He was thinking about Maui, about the team, the video,Gibbs, he couldn't get his mind to stop racing.Normally if this had happened he would havebeen out of the apartment and hitting the clubs but that wasn't how it worked anymore.Thenhe had an idea, just because he couldn't go out and have sex with some stranger and let themhurt him to distract himself didn't mean he couldn't have sex right now.Sex had never been agood distraction he had always needed something much stronger and darker than that but sexwith Gibbs was better than nothing.Gibbs was taken by surprise when Tony sat up and pushed him into the couch, kissing himwith a ferocity that he hadn't seen before.The younger man was almost desperate; his handswere roaming his body going under his shirt touching him in all the right places.However asturned on as he was from this he knew something was up."Tony, what are you doing?" he asked panting slightly."Let's have sex."After both of them having watched that video there was no way that Gibbs was going to fuckTony, no matter how much his body wanted to."No."Tony looked at him his eyes slightly panicked."Why not? You love me, don't you?""I do, which is exactly why I'm not going to have sex with you.I'm not going to be adistraction, Tony."Tony looked away from him embarrassed.He should have known that Gibbs wouldn't want tohave sex with him after seeing that.He moved to get off him but Gibbs grabbed his arm."Hey, we will have sex but when we're both ready.When we do it is going to be because weboth want to not because you're trying to forget something or distract yourself."Gibbs could see the doubt in Tony's eyes, so he deliberately rolled him hips showing theyounger man exactly how turned on he was by him."Tony, believe me I want to have sex withyou, just not right now.Not after today, everything is too fresh in your mind and in mine."Tony nodded resting his forehead against Gibbs'."I can't stop thinking about everything.Howdo I make it stop?"Gibbs gave Tony a chaste kiss then pulled away, "Focus on now.Don't let your self think aboutthen.Think about what you feel right now, what you can hear right now.Don't let it inanymore.""It's so hard.The memories have always been there I've never been able to make them goaway, I don't think they will now.""You don't have to forget about them, Tony, just accept that they're there and move forward.Don't let them keep dragging you down."Tony hadn't ever thought about it that way before, for him the memories were either with himand he was unhappy or he could make himself forget and he was happy.Those had alwaysbeen his only two options, he had learned to cherish the days when his memories would be sofar in the back of mind that it was like they weren't even there.Those were the days where hecould go to work and everything was so easy, it wouldn't be a chore to keep up his fa�ade itwould feel real.It was the days when those memories were at the forefront of his mind thatkeeping his act up was almost impossible, where every fake grin or playboy comment drainedhim of his energy.It had never crossed his mind that he could be happy while those memorieswere still in his head."How?""You have to work that out for yourself.Just let yourself be regardless of how strong thememories are."Tony was always amazed that Gibbs could read him so well and right now was no different."I'll try," he said lying back down resting his head on Gibbs' lap, letting out a sigh ofcontentment as Gibbs resumed running his fingers through his hair.They lay there in silence for a while watching the television but it wasn't much longer beforeGibbs heard a slight snoring coming from Tony.He looked down and saw that the youngerman was sound asleep his face finally loosing some of the tension that had been there all day.Gibbs was about to drift off to sleep as well when he heard a knock at Tony's door.It wastestament to how exhausted Tony was that he didn't wake up at the knock or when Gibbsslowly moved his head off his lap and stood up.He walked over to the door and lookedthrough the peephole surprised to see Abby standing outside.He opened the door and wasalmost bowled over by the Goth as she ran into his arms."Hey, Abs," he said quietly.He got a muffled sob in return before the Goth looked up at him."Is he ok?" she asked."He will be.Keep it down he's sleeping on the couch," he said motioning towards Tony.Abby walked quietly over to the sleeping man and quickly pressed a kiss to the top of his headbefore looking back at Gibbs."I got a hit on two of the men; I'm still looking for the third.""Good, do you know where they are?""Still in Maui.McGee and Ziva put a warrant out for their arrest; they'll be brought to D.C oncethey're caught."Abby paused as she looked back at Tony, she had always known that he was hiding somethingbad but she had never known it was this bad.Watching even a small amount of that tape hadbeen the hardest thing she had ever done in her life.She had just wanted to find Tony andhug him until everything was better but she knew that hugging and black roses wouldn't cut itthis time [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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