Lisa Henry The Island c

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. Shaw remembered. Did it still feel good? Lee asked him. I don t know, Shaw said. It probably did, but I was too scared to realize.I keptthinking it would happen again, any second now.I had to force myself to stay in thewater. He felt Lee s tongue against his ear and jerked his head away. But it sdifferent. I think it would be okay, Lee said, if you were on top.I think I like it whenyou re in charge.You know what s right for me.I got scared when I had to be in controlbefore. That s why it s wrong, Shaw said.Lee slid his hand farther down, tracing his fingertips over Shaw s abdomen. Itrust you.When s that going to happen for me again? I don t want to hurt you, Shaw said.He should have kicked him out when he dfirst turned up, but Lee had needed this closeness.Why couldn t they just leave it atthat? Why couldn t Lee just sleep? Can t we pretend there s a camera? Lee asked. Can t we pretend someone swatching? I liked it when I got to look up at you.It made me feel safe. You are safe, Shaw told him. We don t have to pretend anymore.Lee shifted suddenly, rolling onto his back and pulling Shaw on top of him. Please.Just jerk off if you want. He drew his legs up and spread his knees.Shaw pushed off him and straightened up, and then he was in exactly the sameposition that had become so familiar to them both: on his knees between Lee s spreadthighs, looking down at Lee s erect cock.He felt the same hunger he always had, andnone of the caution.He didn t have to pretend here.And he didn t have to resist.And he didn t even care that Lee had manipulated him into it.Shaw shifted back, looked Lee in the eye, and bent forward.Lee squirmed as hefelt Shaw s warm breath on his cock.His whole body undulated in need before Shaweven flicked out his tongue to claim the droplet of clear fluid already glistening on thehead. Oh, Jesus, Lee whispered.His hands clenched into fists at his sides.Shaw licked him again.He tasted good.He drew the head slowly into his mouth,loving the small sounds of pleasure that Lee made.There was no pain in this and nofear yet.This was good.Lee s cock was so smooth, so hard.It felt almost velvety underShaw s tongue.The skin was so soft and sensitive, but the flesh was rigid and strainingunderneath.And this, Shaw knew, was something Vornis would never have done for Lee.Jerked him off, maybe, just to make him hate himself for coming, but Vornis wouldnever have taken Lee s cock gently into his mouth.Shaw circled his fingers around Lee s shaft, feeling it twitch under his touch.Heslowly fed it into his mouth.He d owed Lee this since the blowjob in the shower, but itwasn t just about reciprocity.Shaw wanted this as much as Lee did.He wanted to giveLee this.He needed to.Needed to give Lee something that nobody else on the islandhad.Needed not to be a monster.Stop it.It s not about you.Focus.Shaw worked his tongue around the head of Lee s cock. Oh, oh Jesus, Lee whispered again, his hips trembling. I m gonna come!Shaw lifted his head quickly, and Lee squirmed with disappointment. Not yet. Please, Lee whispered, still holding his fists at his sides.That was interesting, Shaw thought as he drew Lee s cock into his mouth again.He really had given Shaw all the control.Shaw circled the base of Lee s cock with hisfingers to prevent him from coming and ran his tongue along the thick vein on theunderside of Lee s shaft.Lee trembled and writhed. Please, he whispered again.Shaw moved away again.He leaned forward and ran his tongue along Lee sbottom lip.Lee jerked forward, opening his mouth and trying to follow Shaw s face ashe moved back again.He was panting. Do you still want me to fuck you, Lee? Shaw asked him.He rolled his hips,bringing his cock into contact with Lee s through the thin material of his sweatpants. Yes, Lee breathed. Please, yes.Shaw shucked his sweatpants off and reached for a condom.This time hewouldn t let Lee prepare himself.He was in charge here, and not because he wasstronger but because Lee wanted it that way, and that was reason enough.They couldboth worry about the psychology later. Lie back, Shaw said.He squirted lube onto his fingers and reached downbetween Lee s buttocks.And there was that look again.Fear flashed in Lee s eyes as Shaw s fingers foundhis anus and pressed gently against the entrance. We re going to do this, Shaw said firmly.He hoped it wasn t the wrong path totake and was relieved when Lee clenched his jaw and nodded.Lee drew a shaking breath as Shaw slipped a finger inside him. You re okay, Shaw said, and it wasn t a question.Lee nodded.Shaw withdrew his finger and then pushed back inside with two.He twisted themslowly in the tight heat, looking for that sweet spot.Lee shuddered as he found it,rocking his hips.Shaw scissored his fingers, stretching Lee slowly as he watched his face.The fearwas still there, but it was only weak.There was discomfort now, but pleasure as well.And there was trust.Lee hadn t been kidding about that.Shaw bet it was the only thingkeeping him from panicking.Shaw withdrew his fingers and notched his cock against Lee s tight hole.Lee scock was still hard.He still wanted this.Shaw hesitated for a moment.He opened hismouth to speak, and nothing came.Relax? Let it happen? You can handle it? There wasnothing he could say that didn t sound like coercion or, worse, that wouldn t sound likean echo of a hundred different things Lee had been told on the island, so Shaw heldLee s gaze and didn t say anything.Lee gasped as Shaw entered him, and his fists unclenched as his hands flutteredanxiously. You re okay, Shaw told him again.He withdrew slightly and pushed again,feeling Lee open up underneath him.Shaw hoped he was doing the right thing.Jesus, it was too late now for regrets,they were already fucking.Shaw had trained his conscience well.It didn t make itselfheard until he was already on the home stretch.He wasn t the good guy Lee believedhe was.He heard Lee s shaky intake of breath. You re okay, Shaw told him, willing him to believe it.He pushed forward again,and then he was all the way in. Look at me, Lee.Lee opened his eyes.There were no tears yet, but Lee blinked rapidly as though hewas trying to hold them at bay.Shaw leaned forward and kissed him.Lee s mouth opened slightly.Too fuckingpassive, Shaw thought.He tilted his hips.Lee gasped, and Shaw pushed his tongue intohis mouth.He found Lee s tongue and teased it until Lee was groaning underneathhim.He wriggled, and Shaw moved his mouth to his throat.He mapped Lee s skinwith his lips and his teeth, gently sucking and nipping until every one of Lee s breathswas a tiny gasp instead, and Lee was arching his back toward him.Shaw wanted more.He flicked his tongue against Lee s nipple and, half afraid ofthe consequences, bit down quickly.Lee cried out and arched farther against him.Surprise flashed through his eyes. You like that, Shaw said before Lee s brain jumped to unpleasant associations. Feels good [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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